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While participating on a panel devoted to showrunners at WonderCon Anaheim Saturday, Rockne S. O’Bannon (Revolution) provided an update on the movie version of one of his most beloved, cancelled shows: Farscape.

“We are, in fact, in the script stage of a Farscape feature,” O’Bannon announced to a packed house that couldn’t be more excited.

Lately I’ve run into a lot of quotes about how to empower my life.

How to stop dreaming and take action instead.
To find my passion and purpose in life.
Find and live my ideal life.
I’m in charge of my life.

Fantastic quotes and advice, right?

Except - not for me.
I’m an Aspie (living with Aspergers Syndrom) - granted, in the lighter end of the scale, but it’s still a challenge every day.

If I should follow all these - lets call them “rules” - I’d be sitting in the corner of a patted cell within hours.
Because they all require me to be out and about among other people one way or the other.
And if there’s something I’m really bad at, it’s that - socializing.
And they are all too vague.

I have a full time job - maybe not a dream job - but it pays the rent and I like it and my colleagues.
And I’m good at my job - I help young people with Asperger get internships in IT companies.

The only way I can do that is to preserve all my mental - sometimes even physical - energy from my spare time home alone.
And I really mean alone. No friends or other people come into my home after work and I don’t go out - I need to recharge.
Even then I sometimes come home totally drained and collapse on my bed with tears running.

Now imagine if I should start living my dreams - take action.
Dreams are all well and dandy, but not everyone can live them.
Personally that would mean, I have to quit my job, move somewhere else and hope for the best.
It also requires money!

Maybe not easy but doable, you say…

Not for an Aspie.
Even if I have all the money in the world and people to make all my decisions and all I had to do, was to follow.
I just can’t.
We need clarity, we need to know what will happen every hour of the day. We need clear direction of things to do and to know what the outcome hopefully will be.

But surely you can do it in a small scale, you say…

Uh huh. And I do, but probably not the way everyone else think of it.
I goof around, I sing snippets of songs and make others continue it… all to get a reaction I can actually relate to. Laughs and smiles.
That’s what gets me through a tough day, where my reserves are low.

At the same time I spread a little happiness around, which makes me feel good. :)

I don’t really have any passions or purpose in life.
I don’t need to prove myself to anyone.
I have no ambitions other than being good at what I do right now.
I don’t “need” other people (which is the only thing, most don’t get - and most hurtful to them).

I’m perfectly happy with my life as it is.
I’ve found my place in this world….

That doesn’t stop me from dreaming of other things though - the only difference is, I know I’ll never get to live those dreams and I’m fine with it.

I applaud those people, that change their life by following these “rules”
All the power to you! :)

Thanks for reading - now let me get back to my little dark den of loneliness ;-)

Peytons Magical Moment

Altered video of Elena Undone with music overlay.

Featuring the longest kiss in movie history in the film, “Elena Undone”, directed by Nicole Conn


The movie is about a straight woman, Elena (Necar Zadegan), who meets lesbian Peyton (Traci Dinwiddie), and falls in love with her.

However, she is married to a priest and has a teenage boy, so it’s not without problems.

This film has everything that a lesbian could wish for in a movie.

Great story, believable characters, sensual filming, the longest kiss in movie history - EVER, two sex scenes that are first class filmed and not over or understated.

The second scene where Peyton gets an orgasm (the camera zoomed in on her face), beats Meg Ryan’s scene in “When Harry met Sally” with several thousand lengths.  

Simply A Must See!

PS: Can’t believe it took so long for me to find it and watch it - on Netflix.


30 movies and miniseries about women loving women that have happy endings, from this list by sapphostication

when night is falling (1995), show me love (1998), better than chocolate (1999), the secret diaries of miss anne lister (2010), fire (1996), bound (1996), bye bye blondie (2011), d.e.b.s. (2004), room in rome (2010), gray matters (2006), puccini for beginners (2006), the incredibly true adventure of two girls in love (1995), the four faced liar (2010), desert hearts (1985), spider lilies (2007)

concussion (2013), imagine me & you (2005), nina’s heavenly delights (2006), yes or no (2012), itty bitty titty committee (2007), but i’m a cheerleader (1999), saving face (2004), elena undone (2010), if these walls could talk 2 (2000), love my life (2006), tipping the velvet (2002), girl play (2004), fingersmith (2005), kiss me (2011), i can’t think straight (2008)

"I’m just an ignorant warrior who believes, that love means that you are willing to fight and die for your fellow living beings." (Aeryn Sun - Farscape)

Dreamy & Sexy Claudia Black (Aeryn from Farscape)

At the moment I’m going through my 3rd Farscape marathon in a row.
I can’t seem to let go of it.
Bit obsessed I think.

Oh My!

Seems “Nothing To See Here” turned 1 today!

Sorry to bother you all - but if you know ANY one with an interest in adventure games - especially The Longest Journey and Dreamfall.

Then please direct them to Ragnar’s kickstarter for the conclusion to the cliffhangers from Dreamfall.

AND Vote on STEAM to Greenlight it :)

As of today, they are ranked #16 of all games on greenlight - so please VOTE!

Help him reach this last stretchgoal to make The Directors Cut of “Dreamfall Chapters” (a full game, not chapters)…

We only need another 123K in these last 20 hours…
You can get T-shirts, Wonkers, USB Key, Cloth Map and much more :D

Join the last 24 hrs rush & live TwitchTV  - sunday 9AM CET(click for YOUR timezone).

Click image to get to the Kickstarter Project:


AND - In a new update from Red Thread Games, we got this:

The following rewards have been added during the campaign:

  • From $50 and up, a digital high-resolution map of Arcadia, and one additional outfit
  • From $75 and up, a second outfit, plus a hairstyle
  • From $150 and up, a third outfit, second hairstyle, and character accessories
  • At $200, we have added a new tier: Wonkers the Watilla USB key with all the digital goodies from the $150 tier
  • From $250 and up, a paper map of Arcadia
  • From $500 and up, a lovely cloth map of Arcadia
  • $1,000 tiers now get everything from the $750 tier PLUS a free T-shirt of your choice
  • At $1,000 we have added THREE exciting new reward options: The Puppetmaster,Unreal World and Most Wanted!
  • $2,500 tier can now choose one of the new $1,000 tier rewards (excepting The Puppetmaster, which is limited to ten finger puppets due to Roper Klacks only having ten fingers) IN ADDITION TO Benefactor of Marcuria AND The Doppelgänger in-game rewards, for a total of THREE in-game rewards
  • $2,500 tier and up also gets ALL the T-shirts (two styles, black and white; four shirts in total)
  • $5,000 tiers now get to choose one of the new $1,000 rewards (excepting The Puppetmaster, which is limited to ten finger puppets due to Roper Klacks only having ten fingers) instead of the $750 tier, IN ADDITION TO Benefactor of Marcuria AND The Doppelgänger in-game rewards, for a total of THREE NEW in-game rewards
  • $7,500 tier now gets exclusive high-quality prints of all the playable characters, signed by their respective actors
  • And finally the $10,000 tier gets ALL the $1,000 rewards (excepting The Puppetmaster, which is limited to ten finger puppets due to Roper Klacks only having ten fingers) PLUS the chance to sit in on a voice-over session AND prints of the characters signed by the actors

These rewards come in addition to the existing rewards for each tier, of course.

Keep in mind that ALL pledges of $75 and up receive EARLY ACCESS to the game when it launches in November 2014.

Click image for High Resolution of the Reward Chart:


Welcome back :)

So, I’ve played a bit more with Michael Butler & D.D. Darling. 
I’ve improved them a bit - these are images from within the game.
Lovely faces, right? :)

First is Michael Butler.

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Next we have D.D. Darling

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Eric Muscoe, his Fishing Heaven & Minna Muscoe - please click “thumbs up” button.

Happy Valentine’s Day :P